Silence Broken…

with gratitude, compassion is my attitude,
donations, support, confirmation – I’m totally doing my part
Focus, surrender, love, God-given, tender,
Like a mothers’ unconditional heart, my desire to empower
survivors has always been real – wisdom I must impart

God’s putting me to the test with uneasy task, humbling myself,
to simply make that ask, God turning it over and over into an
abundance, overflowing with love, support,
happy darts from you, straight to my heart –

All because, I’ve found and I see the discipline of being
intentional with you and me, to ask from the start, the works
of the Lord, they all supplement my heart through your hands

I give all thanks of abundance to the great I AM
I decree, I declare an abundance in this atmosphere
Go Fund Me you see and pour out support for this
violence afflicted community

For healing, God, I think you, for awareness and clarity
no longer blind to a cause the entire world must see
because violence holds consequence and I’m here to come
to the support the survivors defense

Empowered against the silence, each woman stepping away
from and past domestic violence and into the light of
their brilliant abundance.

Blameless they are not, for you this I’ve fought, tearing
down cultures os hame, I walk with you and I want to know
your name, because violence cannot be forgotten, nor silence,
nor watered down, she has a name and this victim, you shall
not blame.

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Hiding Inside.

for so long, I allowed
my youth to wreck
my nerves—allowed
your drug use to
self-induce my emotions
into a dark-ness, a dark
abyss of pity and
doubt, clouds of unrest
from un-want, dis-trust and
lack of love–
i built a cave and
tucked my heart
deep deep inside
away from you–
my mother!–NO MORE
pain will you inflict
your drug bull-shit
makes me so sick—
feelings from youth
I’ve always held so
deep inside–allowing
pain and hurt to reign
as pride, while all this
time, I was really, just–
hiding inside…

Simply Solidify to Amplify

Solidify, amplify – lose control
and showme your soul
not face value, but whole
pure, 100% true, show me
all that equals you
Solidify, petrify – maybe, create a mix
amalgamate, blend, mix and merge
like alloy – metals combined to incorporate
only, when we mingle and mix it will be
like a dulce de leche hershey’s
dark chocolate covered kiss
Solidify, don’t hit and miss
consolidate, unite, make a combination
that drives you crazy, not mentally deranged
or strange, but crazy, silly, a little unglued
maybe even unhinged and senseless
for too many useful senses that blend
are simply and solidly making you crazy
Just solidify – tha tplace with in
and maybe our hearts will combine
to join in…strong, together, integrated
by energy that no one
can keep from the win
simply solidify to amplify
whats happening within

Damn

damn if only u could be…
even would be…my man
I’d take u to levels, even heights unseen
might even, seem, like it’s
somethig of a terrestrial being
but, me, being all that i be…
would be exactly – what u need 2
take u to ecstasy…oh, i say me…
oh, me…oh… me. Oh, me!
damn, if only u could see it
u, not just me – that holds to heart – all –
that makes this fantasy, be, what it be
open ur mind, but…close ur eyes
and let me bring to u ur fantasy that lives
deep within me
damn can u hear my call
damn can u feel my cry
damn can u share all the passions
that drive me wild
man oh man damn if only it could be
damn, i mean damn
more than just a mental unlived
joyus hmph mental fantasy
damn damn damn
no words left to express…just simply put
all i can say is damn…man…damn!

Victory

Look at me
Look at me

I am finally….Free!
The dark cloud has been lifted
and the sun has been released
I can stretch my limbs,
dance and sing
My spirit has been lifted
and my soul has been set free
I can’t even express
how good God has been to me
It wasn’t until I was at my darkest hour
that I realized how deeply He loved me
and now I stand here
on my own two feet
Giving Allah the glory
because he has rescued me

I now look forward to the sunrise
I wake up with a smile on my face
This feeling is so fantastic
that it could only be by God’s grace
I no longer feel sad
That man was not worthy to share my space
And I know God has someone in the woodworks
waiting to fill that man’s place
But in the meantime,
I find comfort
in my daughter’s warm embrace

by Dr.Dash

It’s Definitely HIM…

Is it you I see, when I close my eyes?
Is it you that’s there by Gods surprise?
is it you that i’ve loved, before we even met?
Tell me that it’s you I’ll grow old with
once our eyes have met
I love you and I don’t even know who you are yet
I close my eyes, and all i can see
is the happiness and joys
you’ll one day bring to me
and me the same to you
Our souls connected as we’re spiritually interwined
and united by God’s light that led us down
the paths that we followed
to find one another
free at last from a fate unknown
becasue as Gods arms opened
and showed me love,
I saw you my soul mate,
my best friend, my man, my ture love
MY COMPANION
On this day, I say to you
with true appreciation, adoration
and all my love, ’til death do us part
I’ll forever be your Queen and you my King
Til we meet on that day of fate, my love
for you, I will joyfully wait…