09.29.08
New Contributor!!!
Readers/Bloggers…I just wanted to formly introduce my next guest author…Ms. Dilletantish–you can read more about on the guest authors page…I hope you enjoy her works!!!! Stay tunned for more Dr. Dash also…
09.16.08
Official Welcoming…
I’d like to take the opportunity to officially WELCOME my first guest author…She has already created two new post. Her second post is a must read. I must say that I personally would love to hear the melody of her poem. It was very well written and seeing that she cannot sing I’d love to be the one to sing it. Anyhow, I hope you enjoy her post this week–Please feel free to comment on any post that are up we’d love to hear from you and get some feed back on how the site is progressing towards change.
09.12.08
Getting acclamated…
So now that I am on my new coast…I am venturing out into the world of public transportation. It’s ironic because in Cali you pretty much use public transportation as a last resort…but here it’s more of a first resort…driving is apparently out and taking the subway is in.
So today I venture out for the first time solo…it wasn’t too bad. I didn’t get lost…prehaps a little confused when I first got in there trying to work the fare card machine…but the nice man with the yellow vest on, creeped up on me and said…”do you know what you’re doing?” I’m clearly no dummy so I with a smirk said I sure don’t…I knew where I was going I knew I needed a round trip ticket and I knew how much it cost…so after the man creeped up off me I made my way down the escalator…Guess what? It was the wrong side and there was my line pushing along without me. Luckily these things run pretty regularily I only had to wait 8 minutes or maybe 11 minutes for the next line to come that I needed.
So I found my way to the surface street I needed and didn’t feel overwhelmed…hmmm I guess you need a little more background to even understand why any of this even matters. I have serious issues with getting lost. I mean I literally freak out. Not because I am uncapable of getting unlost but because I was stigmatized by a childhood incident that has apparently scared me for life I am SOOOOOO not okay with even the slightest possibility of being lost…I digress…so on the way home I got off a stop too early but was able to hop right back on and get off on the correct stop so all in all it was a successful trip on the subway and bus routes for my first time.
08.03.08
Huge Changes…
This year has been quite the year for me. It’s only August, which is actually a lot closer to the ending of the year than I’d like to admit…2008 has definitely been a year of change and trials/tribulations for me.
I got laid off at the end of January, it two weeks for me to find a new job…only for me to get laid off from that Job 6 1/2 months after I started there. I am so thankful that I have God in my life or I would probably be going crazy right now.
So I’ve decided that I am moving. What better time than now. I am taking my life to the east coast and I actually can’t wait to make the move.
07.22.08
A Simple Complexity? or a Complex Simplicity?
“It should all be so simple…but you’d rather make it hard…it’s like a battle, and we both end up with scars…” (if you don’t recognize those words…think The MisEducation of Lauren Hill). That tune is so more than appropriate right now in my life.
Drama, is it a simple complexity? or a complex simplicity? What do you do with it? where do you put it? how do you get away from it? When does it all just cease to exist and completely leave you alone…? I think never. It dies down but the effects of it seemingly linger and grab a hold of whatever is found loose in its path.
Today I am to a point where there is no more effort on my part. There is no more concern…I simply don’t care. You reap what you sow, and if the seed you are sowing is bad seed, in return you will get bad seed.
In current society it is so hard for people to own up to how their own actions have caused what exist around them. A good friend said to me…”you only know about it cuz you’re being told about it…if you remove that part of the equation, you won’t even have to hear about it…” sounds so simple, right?
I don’t know if that’s right or not…I don’t know what to believe about anything. More story has been shed to me and nothing is adding up…I have my own speculations now of what is going on and for the sake of drama going away I am going to keep them to myself. But someone is really all up in my business and I’d like them to kindly see their way out…
09.20.07
Fat Girls
What’s the problem with PLUS size models? Are big girls not good enough? Hot enough? Sexy enough–to be Models?
Now don’t misunderstand, because I’m all for equal rights for everyone. I’m even and advocate for plus size models…hell if I was a model I’d be put into the plus size category. However, just because that is the case does not mean that the morbidly obese should be modeling in clothes that are more appropriate for smaller models.
The bigger question is why are “Fat” girls made fun of for having a dream to be a model?
09.14.07
Brittney: The VMA’s
Okay check this–this guy is funny as hell. Now I personally could give a damn about young Brit but this guy is like her #1 advocate and seriously effected by her down falls–so enjoy this laugh on him!!!!
