04.28.09
I Think
I think of you as the sun
Rises and I inhale my first
Breath, thankful to God
That we really met
I think of you when the
Evening comes, causing the
Sun to set, thankful for
Memories that I will never forget
I think of you when
I close my eyes, able to see
Reflections from gazes
We shared, thankful
For all of the things we’ll
One day dare
I think of you, with a
Smile upon my face,
Simply thankful for
God’s good grace
I think of you, even
When we’re side by side
Thankful for hope
Of this lasting forever
Lasting always…forever
Life long…more easily
Put…I think of you
I think of you.
04.23.09
With…
With just a touch, fluttering feelings
Of glee entirely capture me
With just the slightest feel
My mind reels in wheels of a reality
That’s destined in totality to be real
With sentiments of like, I look into
Your eyes, to determine, where our
Truth lies and my insides simply smile
With your sensual kisses, I am
Solely drawn near, nearer to all that’s
Clear, because this is not a fantasy
This is not, could not be surreal
With you near, my touches, you’ll
Never be able to shield,
For when close, touching you is
Never enough, inhaling you
Is an intoxication that cannot
Be subdued, because baby
I am so addicted to you
My gateway drug, like a feign
Whose hit can’t be quit
With you’d I’d never get sick
Sensations of warmth, glowing
Inwardly out, I have not one doubt
When I submit to words
That SCREAM I want you…simply
Put…please don’t be shook
With you…right here…right now…
With you…is where I want to be
04.15.09
Simply Solidify to Amplify
04.01.09
E.X.H.A.L.E
i mean how do u forget - X,
am i biting my lip? hmm – H,
wow, was that really it?? – A,
yes, i must say, real soft – L,
i am sure it was just rite – E, oh, pleeeaaasse, remember to breathe!
after, u inhale, and realize its ur breath thats held
please, remember that u…must!
E-X- H-A-L-E – yes, exhale! not to impose that u dont feel ill-composed
by that moment that just transposed maybe a lil juxtaposed, even bare and exposed just after u inhale and remember its your breath thats held, simply dont forget to later realize with regret that u forgot, in that moment to E-X-H-A-L-E- YES, EXHALE oh, yes i do, dare to continue to share
as a memory traces back, surely with out fright
as she enjoyed that moment, oh so right until she inhaled and it was simply her breath, she held
all becuz she suddenly forgot with a second of thoughts that she too needs to E-X-H-A-L-E- YES EXHALE
03.31.09
Floating like a Feather
Floating on a cloud this morning,
Light as a feather, bright as the days new sun…
Drifting away in self ecstasy-the pleasure is all me
Maybe like an after-shock the gentle kiss
On the cheek is just now affecting me
Maybe his soft caresses on my arm
Or him holding me just right – not too tight
Making me feel warm
Floating on a cloud this morning
Light as a feather, bright as the days new sun…
Crazy how this energy connection just begun
Still drifting away in self ecstasy as the pleasure
Is definitely all me
Maybe my smiles are letting go
Feeling loose able to be free from
All the others that tried to make a captive of me
Maybe it’s due to his words being so sweet
Or how open he is with me
Maybe it’s just because he is…he
Floating on a cloud this morning, light as a feather
Bright as the days new sun
This afternoon brings hours closer to closure
Where drifting away in self ecstasy
Will no longer just be a pleasure all for me
03.24.09
Chocolate Quarter
Just yesterday, she glanced another way
to her surprise, she kneeled to find
a chocolate quarter, looking her way
thinking, she smiled a chocolate quarter
so much better, than a silly little dime
This quarter seemed special, so chocolaty – and all
not even the regular kind
from milk and un-refined
…it is the kind that she knows is fine,
made SPECIAL -even dark as red wine…
Not by Hershey – that brand… so bland
not of her liking – way too sweet yet still incomplete
a Chocolate quarter, she deemed
a new friend, intelligent & masculine -
smooth with rough edges…seems that’s how
energies connected, her stare
she dared, for really to hide
she couldn’t let it subside
Away with her thoughts
she simply smiled, a chocolate quarter
she stashed away
maybe her new pleasure, simply she smiled
just put it away knowing
she’d smile another day
02.24.09
Damn
damn if only u could be…
even would be…my man
I’d take u to levels, even heights unseen
might even, seem, like it’s
somethig of a terrestrial being
but, me, being all that i be…
would be exactly – what u need 2
take u to ecstasy…oh, i say me…
oh, me…oh… me. Oh, me!
damn, if only u could see it
u, not just me – that holds to heart - all -
that makes this fantasy, be, what it be
open ur mind, but…close ur eyes
and let me bring to u ur fantasy that lives
deep within me
damn can u hear my call
damn can u feel my cry
damn can u share all the passions
that drive me wild
man oh man damn if only it could be
damn, i mean damn
more than just a mental unlived
joyus hmph mental fantasy
damn damn damn
no words left to express…just simply put
all i can say is damn…man…damn!
All That Is Me
Speechless and without words…
All that is me…is you…
I need you to be those words and speak for me…
If only you could hear my voice whisper your name when I dream…
For you to be my eyes and see yourself through me…
My heart, you beat for me…
Validate my Soul and synchronize my Core…
If you were my touch when you hold me….the intensity
Inside, you see….
Give me life…into me you breathe
Like the fire that once burned eternal ….you ignite my spirit…
Desperately I seek you to be the passion that created me…
Open…. Me… like a book….I’m read before the story has ended…
You could write new chapters in my life’s history…change my destiny…
Be my guest author…challenged and inspired….guide my future…
I’m in your hands…sculpted…for you, exclusively…
Don’t you see?
I belong to you…bound…
All that is me…in fact…is all that is you…
You MADE me…..
01.14.09
Karma
I look at us
What we’ve been through
And all this time
I’ve been blaming you
I’ve blamed you
For destroying our family
For breaking my heart
For ruining my destiny
I now realize it wasn’t you
You did not bring this trauma
I am the one to blame for this
My downfall is my karma
So many times I have been
The one to ruin relationships
Somehow I thought I was safe
I thought what we had was sacred
Now I know the truth
We were doomed from the start
Now I feel what they felt
Now I have the broken heart
It took awhile to realize the truth
I blamed you for bringing the drama
But the fault is all my own
and you’re just a victim of my karma
