IT’S HARD YOU SEE

WHEN YOU DO THE THINGS

YOU DO TO ME

ALL OF THE WORRY AND

DOUBT, ALL FOR NOTHING

BUT AN INDECISIVE

GESTURE, A REMARK

THAT LETS ME KNOW

YOU’RE NOT FOR SURE

OR EVEN PURE

UNCONDITIONAL, YOU

SAY YOU LOVE ME

BUT DO YOU REALLY?

OR REALLY HAS IT BECOME

SOMETHING YOU’VE JUST

KNOWN AND LEARNED

TO DO? IT DOESN’T’ APPEASE

ME WHEN YOU WITHOLD

THE TRUTH, LIES, A NEED TO GIVE

ME EVERYTHING

YET I RECEIVE NOTHING

BUT YOUR SORRY EXCUSES

TO WHY IT CAN’T BE BETTER

OR EVEN A LITTLE MORE

A LITTLE MORE BUT

NOT FROM YOU

TAKE AND DON’T GIVE

BUT THIS TIME

IT STOPS, RIGHT

HERE WITH ME

A LOVE LOST

A LOVE FREED

A LOVE I LET

GO THAT WILL

NEVER FIND ITS

WAY BACK TO ME

THE ONE WHO

LOVES SO UNCONDITIONALY

The current atmosphere

Is so unclear, fogged

With memories of

Unique and unforgettable

Happiness, terms of

Endearment, I miss you,

I really like you

That turns into I love

You, words become

Un-cherished and lost

Never said again and

Unforgotten

The scene remains unchanged

As your words stand strong

And your actions crumble

All I ever wanted was

True happiness a life

Time of love that would

Never die, but instead

I got you…you loved

You lost love, you left me for another

That claimed your love

You turned around to

Back track and I hesitantly

Accepted you back with

Open arms

But instead of

Remaining faithful

And true you once

Again turned your

Back on what was

Once again becoming

Of me and you

This time like the

Last it didn’t work

Out, your heart is

Mine and that’s

Where it will stay

I am your one

True love, even though

You’ve failed to realize

The prize I’d given

You of standing by

Your side. I’ll be

The only one to give

You the unconditional

Love you feel from

Me to you. But

Unfortunately you’re

Too blinded and

Used to playing the fool that you’re missing

Out on a precious jewel

Tears fall as I think of why

We let so many toxins enter

Our heavenly temples

Toxins of the world that seem to bring

Us a devilish joy…but what is evil can only be good,

Or is it that what is evil is bad

You see there has been so many theories

So many making judgments of their own

That no one can clearly see all of the joys that the

Devil seems to bring you and me

But really you see that all the things you feel

As joys aren’t real…from what is evil you see

Brings nothing that is good for you or me

But the world is filled with so many pleasures

How could a pleasure be so wrong

When we tilt the bottle back

And take it to the dome?

You see how could such pleasures you see

That seems to be greener and more pure

Than the whites of the rocks that seem to

Powdery cloud our judgments with thoughts

Of heavenly, yeah exactly because there’s no

Other way to describe me…heavenly joys of

A high that has to be Godly…but you see it’s all

The joys that the devil brings you and me

Why is it that blame shoots from one to the next

When all it is that we want to feel is the joys

That the devil brings so near

Oh the flesh and the taste of the touch that our

Minds and bodies lust but again you see

It’s all that we decide to let the devil insert in you

And me and then the tears again begin to fall

When we realize that pain we’ve caused

But oh the joys seem so much greater

Than any pain caused…the attitude is

We’ll get over it and be triumphant against

The human kind, but as desires remain

Strong and the cloudiness of all the lust and

Worldliness sink in we get stuck in a trap

Set by all the joys the devil brings us near

So you see you gotta be clear when accepting

That first hit of what the devil bring near

Because I assure you his actions will never

Be clear

© October 5, 2005

Devine Interventions 7:11

As I let the music run through my veins

I feel no pain

And I wonder what was being felt

When this piece of work was created

For all of those who listen

As the words come out

Where is my shadow?

What is if of me that connects me to you?

Where are you

Do you feel what I feel?

As my eyes remain closed and I feel

All the vibrations from the music through my fingers and my toes

I remain in a closed

Yet opened state of mind

Considering all the

Possibilities

That have begun to unfold for me

Whether it is me a lone

Or me with who ever you are

I see so much spiritually free

Blessed not ever cursed

Remarkably gifted by

God’s graces and remaining captive

To the unknowingness of my mind

As the words that vibrated through my ears scream at me

That they feel shadowless

I wonder if I could ever feel so not of my self

When the reality of the situation is that I may at times feel as though I am not my own

But my shadow remains and I grab hold of it and all its

Natural right and claim it! Daring it to leave me and feel free…never could I be

Shadowless, you see?

© October 5, 2005

Devine Interventions 7:11

My mind attacks with every thought

Right matches left, my heart comes next two you

My left nine times from the next

I can’t help but to battle out what

Three kings left, me, zero times before

I think I’m so sure, but it’s al just words

Feelings generated by what we see

Things we desire magnified twenty-five times to come

But all my brain can think is right matches left

Shake it off

Think past it, let it sub-side, don’t remove your pride

Get it two gether, get your mind back on track

Don’t falter on things that could be,

Be sure, know what’s to come

Open the gates of communication

And remain on track together, but so far apart

My mind to hard, strained with desires matched with the unknown

So much more to learn, but as time depends

He’s slower to see the connection

My mind matches right to left!

© July 14^th, 2005

Devine Interventions 7:11